Five in the morning
that omgsh what did I do/get my self into moment. I need a shower.
I convince myself that people are secretly reading what i post.
The Internet and how it got me thinking
Today i had a bit of a lonely day. I had family all around me but i felt a little bit disconnected. Then I got on Facebook and looked at pictures of other people… which never helps my mood. I looked at this one persons posts on anothers wall and realized the abundance of inside references to shared media experiences, Except I was on the outside. I suppose I like to get out and off of the internet, netflix, and the T.V. a lot. People may not, but sometimes it makes me feel like they do look down on me for not being as into media references. Its fine if that is you thing, but i would rather experience life through my own eyes, and ears, etc. I want to go out. I want to create. That is my goal i think, in life. I want to be a successful creator.